that's how im feeling now i dont know what's wrong with me its dumb. im like stuck here. all alone. no one's listening again :/
im like so dead to everythg its that whole disappointment thing all over again im so helpless so many things to do so many responsibilities to carry
but apparently, many others around me are having some sort of trouble how i wish i cld help them in some way feeling so useless again -.- i guess it's just another hurdle we have to cross no point dragging heavy baggage around but why does that sound so familar yet sumtg i cannot relate to?
anyway i just rmbed i took holy communion today argh and why am i even doubting God now?
help help help help help help help help help
and im coughing really badly now at this rate dont think i can badmntn anytime soon.
im lacking that somethg/someone really hope i can get over this soon but i think i can only blame myself can't expect God to suit all my needs
argh there's sch tmr lets hope i can survive but least i feel happy there compared to being at home alone when all the silly things start bugging me i need to talk to someone but NO one is listening i know God's there but im not hearing anythg nth can move me now. okay i regret typing that i just read this thing on the computer table it says TRUST in His timing WAIT for His answers
i cant wait for this week to end yet i dont want the weekends to come either. im gnna pray and be patient.
okay lets talk about sumtg happy(: haha yeah talked to aunty jia en about europe haha i guess there's quite a lot of nice stuff there(: but i still see the need to know more about the countries esp the language:/ italian german french and a few more in order to survive there. LOVES
