hello there.

Sunday, December 31, 2006 2:45 PM

you've put me behind bars in my mind.
hahha.
go figure.

my messy room.
hahaha
dont worry
its much better now(:

grins.
look who's here!

sometimes i really wonder whether its necessary to go through all this :/
maybe i shld just wash my hands off it.
maybe.

oh yes.
HAPPY new year.
hapyy?
im sure.

too bad
just another bad day for amelia.

Saturday, December 30, 2006 12:34 AM

time to reflect upon the year man(:
hahha
i dont know larh
its been kinda messy and stuff
esp for my sch work
still sad over that silly thing.
how to study hard man.
rahhs
whatever
but i guess having great friends arnd me kept me going
and ive grown in the Lord
that's one of the best things i could ever ask for
yeah.
hmm..
i dont know
kinda forgot what has happened throughout the year
but anyway
its over
so lets not think about it
except the good stuff of course(:
not really looking forward to next year :/
eeps
how now brown cow?
oh wells
so much for reflecting
im typing more nonsense here :/
oh wells
nvm
im off.

im disappointed.
but as usual
i wont think too much(:
realised its bad
and does me harm.

Friday, December 29, 2006 6:43 PM

twas was a rough night.
but anyway thanks to alvin(:
i know you're reading this.
more badmntn soon alrights
i'll try and teach you more stuff
that is if i can do them myself(:
i kinda wasted the whole of today again :/
doing physics now
LOVES

you left me with nothing

Thursday, December 28, 2006 11:41 PM

im having a problem now
sigh
the flaws of man.
i hate it.
sometimes i really wonder what i do for others is worth it
obviously
sometimes it isnt
flaws of man.
but truth is.
oh wait.
you'll never understand.
i cant believe im stopping myself from saying what's inside.
im a bad friend by not doing so.

"though i walk through the valley of death,
i will fear no evil;
for You are with me"
"do not let your hearts be troubled. trust in God, and trust in Me.
there are many rooms in my father's house;
i would not tell you if this were not true.
i am going there to prepare a place for you.
after i go and prepare a place for you,
i will come back and take you to be with Me so that you maybe where i am"
take me away then, Lord.

7:58 PM

hmm..
was wondering about stuff again
but maybe i shldnt type this out
in case i hurt the ppl i love a lot
but nvm.
im still thinking(:
its kinda hard and stuff la
but i cant do anythg about it.
sulk.
please say somethg
sometimes
i really dont know what to do,
but put up a strong front
and try to help others
when im struggling myself
dont get me wrong.
but.
oh whatever.
bye.

Tuesday, December 26, 2006 10:02 PM

went back to sleep at about 9 plus after comin back and woke up at 1 plus
gosh
im pathetic
hahha.
anyway anyway
i realised today's the 6th month anniversary of my baptism(:
half a year already
oh. and julia too(:
ytd was messaging her at 2 plus at night and told her that i wld meet her at her house to go for prawn noodles
and for a moment,
she believed me
hahha.
silly juls
as i was saying
6 months.
not much of a change on the outside
but as i look back,
loads of change on the inside.
its on the good side(:
as in spiritually.
im lovin' it.
are you?
LOVES

oh yes
please pray for me
im intending to do homework the whole of tmr.
really wnna try and finish it
oh.
and im packing my room too.
its worse than it was the other time
oh no.
hahha
all wld turn out well(:
smile and wave(:

9:26 AM

i cant belive i woke up at 630
just to go and eat a bowl of curry noodles
and to make my ic
but guess what.
i forgot to bring my birth cert -.-
waste time.
mom is irritated
i was laughing.
hahaha
oh wells.
i think i wld have to go back there on my own someday since my mom doesnt wnna bring me there anymore.
im going back to sleep(:
LOVES

i dont know whether to laugh or to cry
i dont know what that tmr would bring,
but i have the armour of God,
and that's all i need to face the challenges of the world.
nothing can stop me now.

a rainy rainy day.

Monday, December 25, 2006 11:15 PM

hey
i forgot what i wanted to say
alrights now i rmb
i just wnna thank God for everythg He has given me
i really couldn't ask for more
wait
i forgot what i wanted to say again.
oh yes
now i rmb
alrights
anyway
i think ive gotten a new gift from God
not really sure how to explain it
but im pretty sure im gnna be using it often
grins.
im tired.
lky two movies in a day.
was in a daze after the 2nd one.
still cant think very well now
oh wells
at least someone had a great day.
haha
right, jed?
oh wells
kinda regret not going to church today
missed out on some stuff i guess
but nvm.
i still love church people
gnna go make my ic tmr
hope it turns out fine(:
hahha
will post some silly 'get real' photots soon
hahha
trust me
they're super funny.
esp with george arnd(:
ciao.

12:35 AM

hey
another set of super random photos

merry christmas (:

bad photography. tsk tsk. so much for the infinity function jed. hahha

men in blue(: hahha. juls wanted to ask them to turn around so we cld take a better picture.
she's crazy.

pet shop at vivo city(:

lousy photography again. ):
by me.
sumtg wrong with my hands i think.

'julia's pet dog'

christmas lightings? hahha

(:

alrights.
today. i thought i could sleep in cuz for once. there's like no sunday service
sadly,
mom had to come wake me up to drag me to vivo city
i havent been there
so yeah. agreed.
blah blah blah
went there.
its alrights
can do loads of shopping
if you have the money larh
im still eyeing that pair of wedges and that forever 21 shirt thats like 48 bucks
gosh
stupid.
for a piece of cloth -.-
but it was nice larh
and for the wedges
dad didnt wnna buy for me cuz he said that i wld fall down while wearing it
blah blah
and i didnt wnna quarrel with him
so gave him face and decided to forget about it
he's stil angry about i dont know what-.-
oh wells
pok came and meet me
so i abandoned my parents
or rather they abandoned me
but gave me money *gleams*
blah blah
whatever
saw alethia!
yeah
whatever
blah blah
went to eat at delifrance(:
yummy yummy
havent had that in a long time.
oh wells
im need a haircut.
ANDREW!
we will go together.
hahha
anyway
after service went to drive round town with juls and her parents
and went to eat at adam road market
the prawn noodles was good man(:
i feel fat and i havent showered and its like 1am plus.
lets all smile and be happy this christmas everyone!
LOVES

i gave you what i owed you today.
hope you're happy
well..
maybe not.
but still.
i paid(:

Sunday, December 24, 2006 12:17 AM

come to the Father,
thought your gift is small
broken hearts,
broken lies He wld take them all,
the power of the world,
the power of His blood,
everythg was done so you wld come

christmas musical today(:
or rather..
ytd.
whatever
juls and i gave out the so-called christmas presents
hahha
anyway
seeing the smiles on their faces made me happy
and i couldn't ask for more
sadly, we missed out a couple of ppl
and i lost some of them :/
eeps
sorry man.
esp shauna's one
it just disappeared
hope she's not reading this
but dont worry
the very smart julia and amelia wld think of sumtg(:
the dance item was nice :D
and funny
hahha.
went to pearl's hse.
we all check out phones :D
all five of us
hahha
so pearl go repair your phone and you can go get the w800i :D
the DS lite thingie is so cool!
but i wont want one larh
i need a new bible actually
so if someone can buy me one i wld be really happy :D
anyway anyway
i forgot to mention
i got a new QT journal
hahha
and ive started writing again
after about i dont know how long
probably a couple of months
it feels good (:
i guess things are starting to fall into place neatly again for me
but maybe not for others
will continue to pray for them and stuff
i guess that's the least i can do as a friend
as you all know im a BAD friend
tsk tsk
alrights
its christmas eve already :D
whees!
LOVES

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

Friday, December 22, 2006 4:23 PM

hahha. just some random photos that i took throughout the week
have fun :D

ellie :D can you see her two front teeth?

the notebooks that they sell here are super ex.
like one notebook half an A4 size is like $35!
eeps.
but they are real pretty :D

our fluffies :D hahha
what are you looking at?

you'll look at me and i'll look at you.

my new snack :D
cheese flavour!

red little fluffy balls.
can you find the one with 3 eyes?
hahha.

3rd and last night at NUS
2hrs of talking and er.. thinking (:

the fat cat :D
our so-called gp mascot.

beds at NUS high
hmm..
who's that at the far corner?

my 2nd night with juls
when the stonning happened
and a lot of thinking was done there

where else? hahha
our fav. place.

Thursday, December 21, 2006 11:23 PM

buonosera.
okay. lets see
loads of thgs happened today
went out with dear juls
the whole train thingie was funny
oh wells
anyway juls
now you know how it feels to have no money dont you?
hahha
we practically had to dig for money in our wallets to pay for my top
and for the manicure
hahha
your face was like YAY
we have money!!!
hahha
will never forget that look
love you loads juls :D
oh and jed too
hahha
thanks for coming to meet us and sorry we made you wait so long
its all MY fault right julia?
hahha
oh wells
anyway
clayton really woke me up
or rather,
he was used by God
i have to start studying man :/
but pray that i'll have the motivation to do so
sigh
depressing stuff again
arrivedeci

yes,
i know it hurts.

Wednesday, December 20, 2006 12:55 PM

hahha
alrights alrights
this is super funny.
anyway
my sis really went to buy that elephant thingie for me
hahha :D

oh yes
SHANDY IS BACK!!!!!
yay yay yay
hahha
thank God (:
glad you had fun!
so..
more badminton?
days without you were agony
whenever i needed someone to lame with online,
you werent there :/
so now that you're back..
i can bug you like crazy :D
whee..
will go over to your hse someday alrights?
LOVES

we are all flawed.
but,
"He will swallow up death forever,
the soverign Lord will wipe away the tears from all faces;
He will remove the disgrace of His people from all the earth"
isiah 25:8
get a life, satan.

[edit]
there's no more screening of the nativity story
the last ones were today.
im sad.
sulk.
i really wnna watch it
i guess we'll have to go for some other dumb movie tmr, juls.
apart from that we can pray and hope that there wld still be other screenings (:

Tuesday, December 19, 2006 5:33 PM

hey
ive been waiting for blogger to work for i dont know how long
and finally it works
PATIENCE amelia..
PATIENCE

havent really talked much about camp besides depressing stuff
so here it goes(:
all the happy stuff
i shall type a little shoutout to my gp mates and some other random ppl.
like julia.
hahha

SEB: hey man.
it has been GREAT and i mean GREAT working with u.
thanks for blocking the water bombs to protect our queen shauna
hahha
come to think of it
it was really funny larh
and the CDs!
hahha
i still think its super cool(:
so next time you can help me with all my powerpoint and stuff
hahha.

SHAUNA: hey(:
as i said
i know you've been working super hard
for camp, for dance and even school
hope you wld have time for yourself after all this ends
im really blessed by all that you've done
and im sure God sees it as well.
anyway
we have yet to go for our cell gp outing
hahha :p

KENNETH: hahha
i still think you're very cartoon
you're like the joy of our gp
and i think without you,
there wld be no one making those funny comments and stuff(:

SAMANTHA: hahha
i think i shant attempt to get you some weird chinese name
but anyway
thank God all the camp preparations and stuff are over
i know you're a lil disappointed with the tee
but maybe its just God's plan
thanks for always asking whether im alright
and i cant wait to work with you again(:

ANDREW: hey!
i forsee sumtg great that God has planned for you
and i know that one day you wld be a great servant for God :D
grins.

CALVIN: hey
you know you promised our gp sumtg
which is to come for cell!
hahha
see you arnd
and maybe at the track at gomabak(:

QUAN XIANG: hey
i think the whole plastic bag with the arm was funny
and i believe that as time passes you wld be able to find God once again
and you wld be able to worship God with your whole heart(:

ERNEST: hahha
thanks for acting during the special night
i know that you're really tired of things and that you've got tonnes of things to do
but we'll be praying for you and to have you in our gp has been a real blessing(:

AUNTY SIOK KHIM: (:
carrying you anrd was fun
but it gave me aches the next day
hahha
anyway
thanks for guiding us and contributing to our gp(:

hahha
ive got time for three more ppl on my list(:

JULIA: hey girl
God sees the effort that you've put in for the games and i believe ppl had fun
cant wait to see you grow in the Lord in time to come
and i'll see you om thurs ya?
hugs(:

JED: you know what im gnna say
so im just gnna let you know that julia and i really love you (:

RYAN:
hahhhahha
alrights alrights
talking to you that day was fun
but it was full of nonsense as well
anyway
i know tt you've been struggling and im sorry for all that has happened
take care and i'll see you soon(:

okay!
im done(:
of course there are others like sx, samuelm josh, cass and the list goes on
but i think i need to speak to more ppl
esp this particular person, shawn
i dont know why
but i told myself i have to talk to you
but i never got the chance to
or rather
i avoided it
hmm..
anyway
on sunday i told myself
since camp is over..
time to delete all those email reagarding camp etc
but then..
i realised that i cldnt bring myself to delete them
i dont know why
but i guess i didnt wnna forget about camp and the preparation process
hahha
oh wells.
will see how it goes
cant wait for our gp reunion
and also camp echo(:

anyway
shandy!!
where are you
you said you wld be back!
dont tell me you really turned into shandy ice cream :/
call me!!!!!
hugs

popped over to yuhui's hse today
and yeah
we had a gd time together(:
after i dont know how long
need to complete my hw :/
sigh
all this hw thing is rather depressing
alrights alrights
enough of depressing stuff
arrivedeci!

Monday, December 18, 2006 7:35 PM

hey
God really tested my PATIENCE ever since camp ended
ytd waited so long for them to come home and open the door for me
today
had to take 3 buses altogether
and i missed all 3
for a moment
i thought i was like unlucky or sumtg
but i realised it was about patience again
oh wells
i was realy blessed by andrew
dont know if he knows it but then again
God uses different ppl for different purposes
anyway
my mind's still in a mess
i dont know why
but i just dont wnna say it out
is bugging me like crazy.
oh wells
bye.

Sunday, December 17, 2006 9:15 PM

hey
back from camp
really shagged now
moody and all
but nvm
badmntn tmr
hope all turns out fine
i learnt a lot during this camp
just that sumtg was holding me back
and i regret not bringing it up in the 1st two days
but anyway
God hear my cries
and before i knew it
He answered me
oh wells
need to do more thinking
hahha
i think that has become past time
stone and stare into space.
I LOVE MY GROUP.
alrights
need to sleep
waited for a whole hr outside my house :/
arrivedeci.

Wednesday, December 13, 2006 7:26 PM

more paper anyone?
this is the the amount we had to photocopy,cut and compile
actually there's more on another pew
so campers..
take care of your camp booklets(:

gap in the door

santa and his erm.. friend.
hahha
cute stuff.

all these photos were taken using my baby
hahha
managed to transfer the photos just now
now i just found out my cousin has the same phone
hahha.

anyway
mom didn't buy the ipod cuz she thought she cld have gotten it at a better price somewhere else
but its all the same larh :/
oh wells
i think i wld reconsider buying it
hmm..
camp tmr!!!!!!
yay yay yay.
haha
anyway
ytd was talking to uncle larrie on msn
then we were talking about sumtg
and i was like
YAY(:
then he asked
what is yay?
hahha
super funny.
alrights
camp tmr(:
im excited!!
LOVES

gap in the door.

Tuesday, December 12, 2006 9:24 PM

*BIG FAT GRIN*
the slides are like soooo nice
and like so touching.
it feels like im at camp already(:
PATIENCE!!!
sorry if i sound obsessed.
hah.

anyway
i managed to get the rings for the binding!!
the nice ppl in the office offered to buy them for me
hah.
cool.
and that girl in the office is like how funny please
i was like sitting at the desk using the comp
she then sneaked behind me
and whispered in chinese
"can you help me sign into friendster?"
then she quickly ran away
few mins later
she came back and whispered
"dont let your father know!"
she's only 16
and has like 3 piercings in her face.

anyway
after all that binding..
standing up for 4 hrs plus
my arms and feet are aching
but its okay
at least im done with them.
landyards too(:
just need a slot in the plastic pockets
then
IM DONE!!

but another thing that im worried about is my sch hw :/
have been busy with camp stuff
sigh
please pray for me
God has been real evident in my life recently
and i wnna trust Him more.
no more empty promises
LOVES

understanding the true meaning of patience

2:14 AM

im sleeping late AGAIN
what's this man.
im trying to install the PC suite for my new baby
hahha
its really S-L-O-W
so much for PATIENCE
anyway
like SO MANY ppl have the same baby as me
like all three counters at M1 were getting the same phone
and i know 6 other ppl who have that phone
hahha
kinda had fun today in church doing the camp booklet
hahha
paper cutters.
every page of every booklet has been touched by me
hahha
thanks to serene and shauna for helping out
getting real excited for camp(:
mike!
come back now!!!
i havent seen you for like a whole mth.
my princess has gone to freezing korea(:
hope i dont get to eat shandy ice cream
:D

gnna do the binding for camp booklets tmr
please pray for me
i always panic for no reason.

sigh
having probs loading the thingie
its always like that
oh wells.
forget it.
LOVES

Monday, December 11, 2006 2:58 AM

gosh
im finally done with the contents for camp booklet
really thank God for letting me last so long
and that i managed to align/edit the stuff properely
feel so accomplished (:
haha
pray that the printing/cutting/binding would turn out fine(:
still have got landyard to do.
and the thank you cards
phew.
this is hard work
but im looking forward to camp(:
PATIENCE(:
my group!
hahha.
oh.
look at the time
3.18 am
im hungry.
oh wells
off to bed.
ciao.

Saturday, December 09, 2006 11:24 PM

happy birthday JED(:
grins.

"When you consult God you begin to see things in a new light, and find answers you never dreamed possible"
this made me think of the many times i try to solve things on my own.
hmm..
shall consult God more now.
haha
after all...
there's no consultation fee(:
all paid beforehand.

Friday, December 08, 2006 7:04 AM

bonjour ca va?
-.-
slept at 12 plus woke up at 3am
slacked.
did hw
went for prata at 5am
what's next?

))))):
the w900i is like $888 with 2 yr plan
arghhh
i want to go bang the wall
so super ex
heart pain):
the w850i still okay
they have it in white too.
$99 with plan :/
someone go change plan and get me the dumb phone ):
k800i
$98 with $100 trade in and plan
not bad too.
at least i can get rid of my motorola with costs $100
-.-

with the coin in your right hand
you throw it over your left shoulder
and you'll return to rome(:
three families lived off the trevi fountain as they collected all the big denomination coins every sunday night before they cleared the fountain every week on monday morning
and they did this for 20 years.

when we work,
we work.
but when we pray,
God works(:
pray without ceasing.

"forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead,
i press on toward the goal to win the prize for what God has called me"
philippians 3:13-14

i know its a wonderful world
but i just cant feel it right now.

Thursday, December 07, 2006 10:34 PM

jock(:

sunsets(:

i finally stepped out of the house today after two days cooped up in my boring house
sigh
lets see what time i'll wake up tmr(:

anyway
the year's coming to an end
it was a bad year.
somehow im not contented.
let's see what next year would bring.
kinda sick of everythg.
arrivedeci

just like romeo and juliet.

5:46 AM

look at the time.
its 5.47am and im wide awake
the whole sleeping thing has gone crazy
slept at 2 plus
its 9 plus at night back there
i dont know what to say
somehow
i wish i were back there
with all the loving people
but then again
not really possible
will go back when i have the money :D
yes its true how everyone has their own secrets
and no matter how happy they appear on the inside
somethg's always bothering them
oh whatever
haha
im going sudoku crazy
bought a book in paris airport
and since then ive been doing them like crazy
so fun(:
i need a new phone
i totally cant trust my motorola anymore
sony ericsson's w900i is so cool
i know im not a sony ericsson fan but its real pretty
i want the white one
i still have a lot of money left from my vacation
heehee
its either a new phone or that ipod
hah.

champs elysees(:
(say chomp-say-lee-say)
paris's fashion avenue

:/
i miss so many other things
i want to go back
so many ppl are going on holiday these few days
three's gillain going to taiwan
shandy off to korea
yuhui to china
and juls already in happy korea.
and many more
but no one's going to europe that i know of
how sad.
oh wells
i really want to go back
rahhs
what's the point.
sheesh
anyway
there's youth camp to look forward to(:
and cool camp tees!
haha
but that's the only thing that gets me going
apart from that there's homework to deal with
tell me what to!!
im in agnoy.
i suddenly hate singapore a lot
okay
shall stop trying to be emo
according to aaron
emos are ppl who wear jackets with their hoods on
and wear their long socks over their jeans
cant really rmb what other kind of ppl there are in wrexham
but yeah.
aaron's nice.
my mind is in a mess
i want to sleep
but i cant :/
alrights
will blog more when the sun rises
its 6.25am
ciao

you can take my breath away.

8th dec-out with momo/lunch with cousins
9th dec-jed' birthday(:
13th dec-faith's b'day
14-17 dec-church camp:D
25th dec-christmas:DD

anyone wnna do hw with me? ):

Wednesday, December 06, 2006 3:23 PM

(:
jock and penny!

alrightys
new skin(:
i know christmas aint about santa
but then again
i feel like a kid all over again after seeing all the christmas lights and whatever.
no.
i dont believe in santa.
its 7 sumtg in the morning back there
:/

Tuesday, December 05, 2006 4:43 PM

im back!
im back!
im back!
gosh
finally realised that singapore's so hot
anyway
there's like tonnes to say
i miss a lot of ppl back in UK/europe
the tour group..
tour director..
aaron
uncle larrie
aunty margaret
oh.
penny and jock too(:
the two terriers :D
i feel like going back now :/
but i guess i missed out on a lot of stuff back here
im lost
haha
anyway
try living for 18 days with australians/americans/canadians/english/south africans
cant believe its over(:
anyway
im kinda depressed about sumtg.
but nvm
its just not worth it
should be in a happy mood
and give thanks.
talk more soon:D
ciao *winks*

just like romeo and juliet.