hey just a whole bunch of random photos again BIG day today.
i dislike carl's jr. and im not going to eat there ever again.
my 3mp photo. hahaha are you jealous? the picture is like so sharp.
grins.
my irritating friend. eeps.
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snowmans!
shadows in the dark.
well well. as i said. BIG day im just so tired of everythg all accumulated and stuff really need to let it OUT. like ASAP if not im gnna break again which is gnna be rather sad as you know. oh wells today God kept trying to speak to me but i was struggling to really hear Him i wasnt sure whether it was sumtg He wanted to tell me or just something that was playing in my mind anyway it was just tough i still dont see myself as an evangalist. and that everythg just doesnt seem to fall in place seeing successful people out there who make it big earn money and stuff just makes me feel even smaller sometimes i really wonder what is gnna become of me but i definately know for sure that im gnna be sumtg that great in God's eyes that might not be in the eyes of man but i dont care. God is real. its just the flaws of man that keeps bugging me sometimes i get unhappy with myself im struggling. but im not gnna stop giving myself chances to make it back on track again i need to learn to trust, which i have seriously not been doing for the past year or so. just now on my way back. on the bus it seemed like it was raining pretty heavily. so i was prepared to get wet. but guess what. when i stepped out of the bus, i saw that the rain had stopped. the ground was almost dry and i asked myself, why was that happening to me? you might say that. its just that i didnt see properly and that it wasnt even raining in the first place and im just making a big deal outta things but im quite certain im not this has happened to me many times. and im thankful. but i still feel empty. there must be more than this. there must be more than this.
im forgiven, because You were forsaken. im accepted. You were condemned im alive and well Your spirit lives within me because You died and rose again.
amazing love, how can it be, that You my King would die for me amazing love, i know its true, its my joy to honour You. in all i do, i honour You.
i dislike carl's jr. and im not going to eat there ever again.
