hehe i have my amaths books with me again :D the juniors who were on the bus sitting beside me brought it back home hahha so yeah they passed it to me in the morning . whee! thank God. anyway im like really sad about today's training. it was worse than i thought it would have been and mr tan was like making it worse sigh i shldnt have acted the way i did but i just cldnt help it. all the super lousy shots and everythg almost cldnt take it but at this rate i think jayne and i can forget about playing properly next next monday arghh. im like kinda stressed and stuff about all the competitions and everythg): oh forget it at least today's physics test was fine. and i think things have started to get back on track. but after awhile when good things happen you dont even think that its actually THAT GOOD, cuz its like. it doesnt matter to you anyway you're just like happy for a moment and then before you know it, its like gone. but anyway i enjoyed today's devotion and yesterday's QT. thanks jayne for blessing me with that QT book. i wouldnt say that ive changed much from yesterday compared to today but then it just feels a little better inside. a lot of hard work has to be put in i guess. LOVES
i dont understand why you're doing this im like hating it so much i dont think i should be the one going through all this when its not even my problem sometimes i want nothing to do with you. sigh. the agony.
i cant wait for sunday. when i can run away from all that's trailing behind me towering me and making me feel smaller by the day. i suddenly feel very enthu about it. hahaha BREAKING BARRIERS(: we need prayer so please pray for saftey especially, good weather and of course.. FUN(: thinking about it makes me happy haha i dont know why but yeah. grins.
