hey hahaha what a day the learning journey was fun the place is just so serene i love four-five(: oh wells of course the 2nd part of the day was like.. training i seriously cant take it anymore when coach sam taught us some strategies, i thought that things would be better but i was so so so so so so so so so so so so wrong sigh kinda seems like im back to square one its really very stressful and i dont want it to be another competition in which i go there to song4 fen1 the feeling is like ... and trust me, ive had enough of it oh wells i can never be good enough. too flawed. okay. enough of negitive talk JL will start nagging about that motivational workshop rahhs. tmr's gnna be a busy day just feel like sleeping in and not doing anythg but mentally prepare myself for the race. sigh but too bad. i cant. sigh.
