hello there.

Saturday, June 30, 2007 10:56 PM

JULIA(:

weiling and i at SCGS -.-

can i feel You in the rain?
abandon all that i am to have to capture me again,
let the earth resound with praise,
can you hear as all creation lives to glorify one name?

feeling: unidentified.

12:45 AM

hey
today was a day filled with irritating people
like gaven and jialong.
seriously.
i HATE it when they're late on purpose
i HATE it.
sigh
esp jialong.
and he doesnt apologise
ahhh...
read this you!!
oh wells
only your funny antics get me going.
boo.
anyways
i didnt buy the shoes ):
sulk
the mizuno one was not bad
but just couldnt make up my mind
and it ended up being sold to someone else ):
the yonex one is not bad too.
but its like $120+ ??!?!
its like the lastest design.
even newer than the current red and silver one.
someone sponsor me.
but nvm
i dont need such expensive shoes anyway.
my phone's giving me problems.
i hate not recieving msgs im supposed to recieve.
i need to rant.
but its saturday.
so its okay(:
jeddyy and the two dwarfs (:
and guitar today!!!
yay yay yay yay yay!
haha.
okay.
being over enthu is not good.
but still, YAY.
LOVES

no, you do not leave me hanging there.
hahha.

Thursday, June 28, 2007 11:48 PM

hey
have been going to mos burger to for the past two days to study ALONE
hahaha.
quite loner-ish
but it was rather enjoyable
today decided to have pastamania alone
but didnt get any studying done today
spent the afternoon sleeping, yet again
gnna buy badminton shoes tmr(:
hopefully i'll get a good buy:D
social studies lesson today was rather weird
haha
spent an hr discussing about the bad stuff about the gov.
everyone had to say something.
rather funny
but then again,
we cannot deny that we have a responsible gov.
to a certain extent that is.
haha
oh wells
THE WEEKENDS ARE ALMOST HERE!
can you smell it?
haha
cant wait(:
LOVES

Tuesday, June 26, 2007 5:31 PM

i survived the first day of sch,
just that i havent had enough sleep.
boo.
oh wells
must start studying!!
the new canteen food is pathetic.
everyone would agree with me
and not only that,
its expensive,
germs can vouch for that.
hahhahaha.
poor germs.
she spent $10 in two days for 2 receses and 2 lunches?
to us,
THAT is so not worth it,
considering the fact that
in the past, $10 could last us for 3 days or sometimes even more.
haha
pathetic stuff.
vending machines are stupid
cuz they sell some of the same stuff in the canteen but at a cheaper price
and sometimes the other way round.
still, its contradicting.
bahh..
oh wells
im seriously wasting my time here
so off i go!
3 more days to the weekends!
grins(:
LOVES

no, you dont leave me hanging there.
haha.

Sunday, June 24, 2007 10:10 PM

hey!
its SUNDAY!
haha
had fun in church(:
one of the best sundays ever.
guitar was good(:
learnt more stuff.
and ive become more confident.
thanks shifu!
oh and i was glad annette came,
and stuck that 'special order' sticker from macs on my shirt
didnt even notice it until 2 hrs later.
haha
oh wells
sch's tmr
im kinda okay with it
even though i just bought the emath tys today and only did paper one for 2005!
still have paper two for 2005 and two papers from 2006!!
oh wells :p
just cant wait for this week to end!
my arms are aching from badminton and guitar.
and i need to see the oh-so-busy doctor for the cream!
i cant stand it anymore.
ahh..
oh wells
have a great week ahead everyone!
LOVES

i could be brown,
i could be blue,
i could be violet sky,
i could be hurtful,
i could be purple,
i could be everythg you like,
got to be green,
got to be mean,
got to be everythg wrong,
why dont you like me,
why dont you like me,
why did you walk out the door!
-"grace kelly" by mika
my song of the week(:

Saturday, June 23, 2007 11:25 PM

heyhey
what a day.
dragged myself outta bed to jr. library to do some studying.
cant say i did a lot
but you cant say i didnt do anythg either.
haha
oh wells
then went home to slack
and played monopoly with the 3 monkeys.
i was the first to become bankrupt.
headed for trainng
was kinda surprised i still had my form.
i can do nice lobs(:
but pathetic drops and nets
felt rather sluggish.
but overall, it felt good to be on court again(:
however,
i feel that im born a loser on court.
haha
shucks.
oh wells
church tmr
GUITAR!
yay!
but its gnna be the last day of the HOLIDAYS.
goodbye late nights!
goodbye computer!
goodbye freedom!

caught in the middle.

Labels: God be THE solution.

Friday, June 22, 2007 2:44 PM

my ah beng friend. haha. just kidding

we were doing half squats on the train,

which explains the weird posture(:

Thursday, June 21, 2007 10:55 PM

hey
oh wells. the comp's being silly.
cant put up the pics i took with my phone.
haha
my phone's BACKKKK(:
i was so excited.
but my friend did not get excited for me
boo.
anyways.
i can now call like how a normal person would(:
and the joystick is functioning much better(:
headed to taka for lunches
so much for being indecisive.
haha
pepper lunch and then straight to KFC
heh.
pepper lunch is yummy(:
1st time eating it.
haha
i feel so silly.
but KFC was rather disappointing
oh wells.
we wasted quite a lot of time
and then headed to TCC :D
studied a bit there.
still wondering what is the exact taste of the green apple twist drink.
cannot be described in words
the taste changes after a few seconds.
haha
oh wells
friday tmr
back to sch in a few more days!!
ahhh..
LOVES

im kneeling down at Your throne again.

12:12 AM

heyhey
its thursday!
im gnna collect my phone!
just hope the problems are solved and i can use it without any hassle anymore.
grins.
hope i can get some studying done.
and get some laughs :D
im hungry.
feel like eating macs.
but always after eating it,
i end up telling myself not to eat macs ever again cuz its kinda gross?
oh wells
i must start to work towards getting my sleeping time right.
for the past two days ive been sleeping at 3 plus and waking up at 12 plus in the afternoon.
not a good sign if i need to wake up at 6 when sch starts
boo.
alrights then
that's all for now.
looking forward to a great thursday and skipping eng tuition!
yay!
haha
oops.
that sounded like julia.
LOVES!

Labels: scary, you:D

Tuesday, June 19, 2007 12:09 AM

okay
ive been on this page for the past 1 and a 1/2 hrs
and the different emotions that have been running through my head went from
frustrated, to sad, to helpless, to hopeful, to slightly disappointed, to crazy, and now, to sort of happy(:
yay
that's the kind of mood i need to post so as to get everyone happy(:
im happy cuz i solved the amath question with mellissa
whee..
haha
and look at the time!
im surprised my brain still works
hahaha.
oh wells
LOVES

we'll talk till the cows come home

Monday, June 18, 2007 6:54 PM

im now stuck with a non-camera phone.
and today just aint a good day.
im planning to study the night away.
*cross my fingers*
haha
anyone with me?

i always end up using red.
sigh.

i didnt know your childhood ambition was to become batman(:

Sunday, June 17, 2007 11:34 PM

stuff we do to show that we're happy. but actually we might not be so.

ah boy! hahha. the chubbiest baby i know :D

sunday sunday.
i MUST study harder.
i MUST study harder.
yay! sushi tmr :D
but i must study too!
which includes attending tuition!!
hahhaha.
saw my eng tuition teacher just now,
went to say hi to her.
but i realised that i shldnt have cuz i skipped tuition for two weeks.
ahhh..
haha
but she just said hi and continued waving to her friend.
so i took the chance to escape before she could ask me anythg
hahha.
im so lazy.
boo.
but on the other hand,
amath tuition today was good.
and i stayed an extra 1/2 hr okays.
whee.
and my tuition teacher gave me that FYS(:
oh wells.
right now, i dont know whether i should be happy about stuff or what.
feeling kinda helpless.
i dont want history to repeat itself.
i ought to be patient.
but i'll just wait i guess.
and treat the ppl arnd me with more red.
i think its working with the rest of my family and stuff(:
oh yeah.
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!
LOVES

mission trippers are coming back tmr!!!
shi fu and shauna!!!
yay(:

Saturday, June 16, 2007 10:06 PM

the loves of my life(:

my hiding place

thanks for always being there to bring smiles to my face(:

heyhey
the heavens were crying today ):
oh wells.
no training.
i feel like a SLOB.
but at least i did chem in the afternoon.
and i spent time with the other two monsters(:
and dont worry julia,
i'll hug you tmr:D
anyway
i feel worried and burdened.
take care all of you.
if only i could help carry the hurt.
but i realised ytd night that i cant.
LOVES

12:12 AM

im here again.
oh wells.
just feeling real tired and everythg
i have a feeling sumtg bad would happen soon.
sigh
i feel okay that my walk with God is fine and im not bearing and grudges or holding back anythg but i just feel burdened now.
hmm..
guess im still disappointed over the not studying thing
im sucha lazy person.
boo.
hope tmr would be better
i need my friends.
i need hugs.
and i think i need red.
ahhh..
shucks.
this day might not even end on a nice note afterall.

Friday, June 15, 2007 11:17 PM

nyahh..
cant put any pics
oh wells
today was KINDA fun
with ppl throwing bananas at my new shirt >:(
eating tonnes of fries,
laughing at stupid ppl at robinsons.
haha
seriously,
it was really funny.
oh wells
then we bought 3 shirts for dad.
which took us a million years
tsk.
but more importantly,
im quite happy that my prob with my cousin's solved
haha
lol
really kinda stupid if i think back
oh wells.
this day seems to be having a happy ending cuz we're having the four seasons,
fantastic four and i dont know what.
but it seems real exciting.
haha(:
grins.
LOVES

i want a big helium balloon(:

12:23 AM

i dont even know why im here blogging again
the emo feeling is not going away still..
i just feel like talking to someone.
but oh wells
the past week was really packed with stuff and i guess i just didnt really have the time to reflect on things
some things ive done over the week were really stupid
and i mean REAL stupid.
but i should just shut up about it.
sigh.
anyways
i think ive changed.
ive become more loving
especially after camp
it was just the small little things that mean so much
like how pastor jenni talked to us when juls and i didnt even know her,
well..
i should show more love to others even though its not really me to do so
but yeah.
i guess its good sometimes.
or maybe its cuz i hang arnd with ppl like germs and 'papa'.
who are so nice ytd never show it.
hahhaha
oh wells
its all about LOVE these couple of days
and i know ppl do read my blog,
just that they're all sneaky about it and dont tag.
haha.
so ive put up the song 'obvious' by westlife
its real nice
you can listen to it when you click the pink thingie at the side.
no hidden meaning what so ever
but yeah
just show the love to your loved if you need to(:
they'll appreciate it like how you appreciate them(:
ahh..
suddenly westlife songs are real nice.
there's another called 'on my shoulder'
haha
sounds familar(:
shall put more up soon.
ahhh..
but they're all so sad.
boo.

lyrics for obvious
we started as friends
but something happened inside me
now im reading into everythg
but there's no sign you hear the lightning, baby

you dont even notice me turning on my charm
or wonder why im always where you are

ive made it obvious
done everything but sing it
(ive crushed on you so long, but on and on you get me wrong)
im not so good with words
and since you never notice
the way that we belong
i'll say it in a love song

ive heard you talk about it
(heard you talk about)
how want someone just like me
but everytime i ask you out
we never move pass friendly, no no

and you dont ever notice how i stare when we're alone
or wonder why i keep you on the phone.

12:05 AM

heyhey
had fun today
but i cant say where i went ):
haha
zhen shi de
oh wells
just slacked arnd and stonned
but i wont get the chance to do so when sch starts.
boo.
anyways.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAVEN!!
i know you wont be reading this,
but yay!
you're 16!!
all the silly nonsense that come out of your mouth are really irritating at times but we still love you! (:
we'll go study together soon and we'll all score an A1 for chem alrights!
stay cool with that fringe.
haha.
smiles.
anyways.
im feeling like a bad friend now
just another emo night ):
sigh
oh wells
cheer up you!
you know who you are.
let's all hope for the better!
9999999999 hugs.
we'll all be here.
LOVES

red is still for love and we love you! (:

Thursday, June 14, 2007 11:34 PM

testing one, two, three

Wednesday, June 13, 2007 2:44 PM

ahh..
feeling so shagged
feeling kinda camp sick.
miss all the lazying around,
sort-of horrible meals,
junk food,
building 'sandcastles',
taking pictures,
freezing rooms,
watching disney channel,
jumping on beds,
and all the laughter we had.
sheesh.
oh wells
the mission trippers are leaving tmr
all the best guys!
may God's pressence be with you all always(:
LOVES

i looove all of youuu!!
hahaha(:
but then again,
love is overrated.
tsk.

Tuesday, June 12, 2007 10:07 PM

wnna fight?

haha. look at joe!

tsk.

haha. "edmund" and i.

juleea

the 3 of us! plus two erm...

waffle monster!

jed's theme pose for the camp :0

heyhey

back from church camp.

had great fellowship(:

9 youths, 4 days, 3 crazy nights

and a whole lot of fun!

not missing out the spiritual aspect.

i recieved more than i acutally expected.

nothing significant,

but definitely a refreshing experience(:

and now, back to reality.

sigh

LOVES

Friday, June 08, 2007 6:46 PM

heyhey
went to watch Men in White with gaven and jialong
haha
it's funny cuz im a HA-HA person
and its SO NOT scary.
just have to emphasise that i hate ppl who are LATE
ahhh..
so so irritating
and some freak ate a whole lot of popcorn
hahha
oh wells
last day of sch today
surprise! surprise!
there's not a lot of holiday hw.
heehee.
and also,
all the DSA stuff has been chopped
byebye admin staff
i dont have to see you anymore
stop suanning me about my L1R5
rahhs
church camp tmr(:
so dont call me cuz i'll be in m'sia
LOVES

just to make you smile(:

Thursday, June 07, 2007 4:20 PM

im bored and i feel like sleeping again.
rahhs
my life is pathetic
nth interesting
sigh sigh
anyways
we did spring cleaning in class today!
haha
now the class is sparkling clean
even when the fan blows on you it feels so so much cooler
whee!
joyce meiting and i cleaned the windows and for once you can see through to the other side without much prob.
haha
i love 4/5!
trying to watch death note on this website.
but everthg's black black.
haha
oh wells
im gnna start ranting about how difficult it is to do the whole DSA procedure
i just need everythg by tmr so i dont have to step into sch anymore during the holidays.
i still dont understand why everythg has to be chopped.
so out of point and inconvenient for us
think they're just trying to make things difficult for ppl like me who cant really study.
oh wells
one more day to church camp.
and i havent packed.
okays.
got to go.
for those who are feeling sad,
cheer up!
God loves you and all His children are destined for goodness.
LOVES

let it go.

Wednesday, June 06, 2007 5:39 PM

hello
didnt go to sch today cuz of the badminton trials
hahaha
it wasnt that bad
the chances of getting in is 1 out of 4
but then again
i dont think i stand a chance.
and the sch is really far far far far far away.
sigh
oh wells
God will pave the way im sure.
two more days to church camp!! (:
things have been pretty good these days
thank God:D
LOVES
i got my jellybeans!

red is for love

Tuesday, June 05, 2007 8:34 PM

heyhey
hmm..
realised that many ppl are feeling down):
sigh
i feel kinda helpless mans.
dont know what to do ):
i was also quite sad today.
but nevermind
it's not important
oh wells.
applying for DSA is so troublesome
rahhs.
anyways
i will pray for my friends for sure.
take care my dear ones.
love you all many many(:
3 more days to church camp!
brace yourselves everyone!

bao bao! (hugs)
haha:D

Monday, June 04, 2007 5:25 PM

hellojelly-o
im bored and feeling lazy AGAIN
cant blame me
i did my work already
and mind you all,
its ENGLISH work
so so dreadful okays
sigh sigh sigh
at least we were let off early today.
i want to play more guitar and hopefully one day i'll get to use the capo
hahha(:
confusing stuff mans.
oh wells.
i can play one desire :DD
it has an F chord.
haha
okays
im going out of point.
anyways
welcome back julia!
church camp in 5 days!!
better not wake up late on sat mans.
we'll come to your house to wake you up!
LOVES

one life was changed by you.

Sunday, June 03, 2007 10:07 PM

hellohellohello
rahhs
sch tmr.
sigh sigh sigh
ive been feeling kinda lousy these few days
im so LAZYYYYY
so gnna die mans.
oh wells
haha
we're gnna take part in the osim triathalon!!!
arent you all excited for us?
haha
breaking barriers (II)
funny stuff.
its gnna be real fun with nice goodie bags.
hahaha.
yay yay yay.
but i need to train.
im as slow as a snail...
boo..
oh wells
have to go do eng compre.
so DREADFUL.
oh yes.
watched shrek 3
its boring and i was real disappointed.
bleagh.
anyways
julia's back.
ho ho ho(:
6 more days!!
LOVES

its that feeling.

Saturday, June 02, 2007 8:23 PM

i cant believe i didnt go for training.
ahhh..
just kinda figured out that that means no training for two weeks?!?!
that's bad
i feel weak but then i want exercise!
feeling like a slob now.
just eating and eating.
no output.
i want badminton and running.
rahhs.
oh wells ):
quite a sad day.
i dont know why.
i want jellybeans.

church camp in 7 more days.

sorry for making you worry.

Friday, June 01, 2007 4:32 PM

bonjourno.
haha
i realised ive been placing the guitar on my lap for the last 45mins playing random chords once in a while but not practicing any song.
shucks
dui bu qi shi fu!
anyway,
i realised that songs by planetshakers are so difficult to play,
with all the C chords and all.
argh
i can try to transpose them but then again,
i kinda forgot!
haha
shucks.
dui bu qi shi fu!
haha
im a bad student.
tsk.
ive been really sick and tired
literally.
sigh.
dont know how i am gnna survive tmr during training.
and i need someone to write me a testimonial for badminton!
ahhh..
sigh
its so hard to DSA when you have such BAD results.
pathetic stuff mans.
talking about pathetic
my phone's spoilt ):
dont bother calling me these few days man
haha
cuz the whole world's gnna hear our conversation.
i cant hear anyone on the other line,
not even the "ring.. ring.." when i make a call
unless i use the loudspeaker?!?!?!
or the earpiece.
which is rather ugly.
haha
sigh.
technology..
oh wells
i should start studying.
life is quite pathetic nowadays.
its just sch home sch home
and at home,
i either eat, sleep, or watch tv
sometimes attempt to pack my table.
tsk tsk.
nevermind,
its friday.
i should be happpy.
LOVES(: