"to surrender and let go and stop relying on my own strength" what a rough afternoon this has been. it hit me real hard. but i guess it was necessary for me to continue on my way for the year. ive been busy. too busy. so much so that ive been surrounded by too many people and too many tasks. and compromising church was one of my biggest mistakes. but God has spoken to me so i guess i'll try to bear with the circumstances. God bless me.