hey world. it's been a hectic week. everyone's studying and trying to show tt they're studying. haha. oh wells. im still trying. haha. my mind's so blocked that i dont know what to type anymore. guess this week's been a struggle for me. just feel kinda pressed doing things i dont really wnna do. i know it's good for me and i feel a sense of satisfaction if im able to do that task. but i just dont feel that joy in me. being someone that im not. but i guess i dont have much of a choice. i made that decision, so i have to stick to it. cant see the big picture, but pray that God'll show me the way. ah. i dont know what to say already. i want my life back. thanks.
every tear ive cried, You hold in Your hand, You never left my side, and though my heart is torn, i will praise You in the storm.
hang in there amelia.
dear germs and joyce, i miss you two. hang in there too. study hard for promos!