it's 716am on a public holiday. i dont know why im awake! so stupid! haha. actually i do know why. but nevermind. was kinda looking for some insight, so i opened the bible. and there it was. talking about wisdom. just what i needed. "my son, if you accept my words and store up my commands within you, turning you ear to wisdom and applying you heart to understanding, and if you call out for insight and cry aloud for understanding, and if you look for it as for silver and search for it as for hidden treasure then you will understand the fear of the Lord and find the knowledge of God. for the lord gives wisdom and from his mouth come knowledge and understanding. he holds victory in store for the upright, he is a shield to those whose walk is blameless. for he guards the course of the just and protects the way of his faithful ones. then you will understand what is right and just and fair-every good path. for wisdom will enter you heart and knowledge will be pleasant to your soul. discretion will protect u, and understanding will guard you." proverbs2:1-11 ah. i do need the understanding man. there are so many things i just dont understand. why im so annoying sometimes. cant get my foot down on the things i want and the things i already have but dont see it. haha. what am i talking about? nonsense. maybe i shld just calm down and go back to sleep and stop thinking so much. i dont feel like going out today. just wnna rot and recharge. but im meeting joyceee today. it's so farrr girl. come fetch me thereererererererererere i wnna study chinese. but maybe it's a bit too late? haha. LOVES
