Monday, June 23, 2008 7:20 PM
IT'S A MOOOONNNNDDDAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYim so stressed i could strangle someone again.sigh.it's only the first day of sch and im alrdy struggling.i want my holidays!!!):if only i could...if only someone could..AHHHH!!!PLEASE PRAY FOR ME.i need this term to go in a flash while at the same time PASSING my common tests.somehow i wish we could fast forward till after As. haha.BUT NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!cannot!!!im going madlet's see if i'll survive this weeki cant wait for weekends!!come on amelia!focus!LOVESdo u like bus rides?im starting to love them.just means too much to lose now.
Saturday, June 21, 2008 2:08 PM
heyheywent to watch the incredible hulk ytd with a bunch of people.haha.QUITE fun to hang out with them.they never fail to make me laugh.reminiscing mission trip days with photos and stuff.haha.it was a special day too(:happy happy.went for training at BLSS in the aftn.ugh.it was pretty bad after not touching the racket for so so so long.at least coach was nice about it.holidays are coming to an endless time to spend with people = sad amelia.alrights.time to head for cell and then badminton!!LOVE is in the air.(argh. the E button on the keyboard is not working properly!)
Thursday, June 19, 2008 3:28 PM
hey world!today is a good day!!!!!let me tell you why.ytd was a rough night for me. and i slept quite late even though i was having a test the next day.anyway,this morning, i wasnt in the best of moods cuz i havent gone through all the impt stuff for the test and was kinda anxious.but i prayed to God that i'll commit everythg to Him and really surrender.so when i was on the bus, i realised that my ezlink card had no more money.and i did not have enough coins to pay when change bus.but somehow there was this assurance that the money would come.dont ask me why but yea.just had that feeling.as i sat on the bus,reading my notes,i reached into my pocket and ta-da!a one dollar coin.i was really really happy.hahaand yea.it might seem like a coincidence blah blah.but i know it IS NOT.yea.so anyway,went to sch.sat for the test,and i left the classroom feeling contented.not that i knew how to do all the qns,but i knew how to do the qns i studied for,which has not been the case for the past few tests.even though there were qns i didnt know how to do like functions and graphs,it doesnt matter cuz i still feel good(:so really really really thank God.and im happy cuz of this today.yaye!holidays are ending.but it has indeed been one exciting mth(:LOVEShold on tight, i'll hold on too.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008 12:23 AM
heyhey.twas was a happy night.today's a happy day.smilesapart from the fact that i had to wake up early and i have to study for math common test on thurs.save me!just finished watching die hard over a span of about 5 days.great movie!i wnna watch GET SMART before sch starts!!love love love love love!!!
Monday, June 16, 2008 11:23 PM
it's quite hard to take pictures cuz they'll just flock to you and you end up trying to be seen. haha.
the wall that collasped.
the classroom building. it's kinda funny how the classrooms seem pretty okay but some other parts are really worn.
one of our stops during R&R day!
the girls.
dou dou!
our table. haha.
teresa and i. at the beach under the umbrella. haha.
WHEE!
dan and i
the YOUTHS.
calvin and teresa
the bricks that we all moved. some were huge bricks. real heavy. i could only carry a big brick and one go but there was this old lady, 2 bricks at a go. ahh!! haha.
teresa and macs!!!
zhang zhou at night.
zhang zhou in the day
tt's about all the pictures i have from my camera.
no unglam shots of me YET
wait till the rest come.
i'll show them to u guys.
one of the night we just sat and looked through photos.
we laughed like there was no tomorrow.
haha.
more pics soon!
7:34 PM
HEY!IM BACK TO CIVILISATION.before i talk about mission trip,shall talk a bit about last tuesday.it was one of the happiest days of my lives in many months.haha.thanks a lot.sweet sweet(:okay.now about the trip.well, was actually looking forward to coming back when i was over there but when we were back,calvin, dan and i were feeling kinda out.firstly, our meal cost us about 8 bucks plus when the offering the church had for last week was just 46 yuan.that's less than 10 dollars!ughshall just have a short update about everyday.day one.had gastric.was pretty bad.went to the sch to look around and we saw a student reading the 4 spiritual laws booklet.we were all really encouraged.yea.the ride from the airport was full of weird smells.hmm..day twofirst day of teaching.my group of girls were really for me.they were like me.agressive.haha.honestly, if i were to take teresa's group,i wouldnt be able to talk to them that muchwent to xi tou fa at one of the hairdresserscheap!and it was quite a good experience.day threelast day of teaching.we were also told that the movie which we were gnna show at night and relate to the gospel was gnna be cancelled cuz of the rain.i was kinda disappointed.but yea.had to use our only chance, which was in the afternoon to share.to be honest,it was my first time sharing the gospel,and it being in chinese,i really had a hard time.had to go through my photos, testimonial and then the 4 SLi knew that i wasn't prepared.and i shared with them,i was unsure of some of the things that i said.it was hard to express myself at the same time,i had to watch the teachers who were walking around.it was scary.and in the end,the teacher came to sit at my table and i had to quickly change topic and stuff.it was yea.anyway,i managed to share the 4SLbut i was disappointed at myself for not reaching my potential.when the rest shared how thet were blessed,i felt worse.but at the end of the day,guess i did what i could.hmm..day fourSLACK DAY!we took neoprints at the photo shophahaahaha.it's only a dollar!!haha.we went to the beach and took many photos.left chen dai for zhang zhou.big difference man.in zhang zhou, there were so many sports shops and stuff.and all the sports shop have similar logos.hilarous!we went shopping at the supermarket.ahhhh!everything was soooooooooo CHEAPhaha.had macs for dinner.heeheeit was really a day of relax for us(:day five!went to the village church.really simple yet, could see that their love for God was really great.we did 3 songs for them.yup.the brick wall that they had at the church carpark collasped due to the rain so we helped move bricks.moved till my hands were swollen.but it was fun(:then we went to the village to visit some of them.it was really an eye opener for me.they led really simple livesif only i could bring them back to singapore.played a couple of songs at their houses too.it was really a joy to play(:at night..... it was happening man!!hahhaha.ya right.we went for a walk at night to look for macsnot only did we not find macs,we got lost!!!i got quite grumpyhahabut yea.we found our way back and got back at about 130am.we walked for about an hr and a half man.passed by many KTVs and people with weird hairdos.hahhah.then we watched soccer till about 4 and went to bed.day sixhad troubled getting out of bed.headed to the airport and back to SINGAPORE!and surprise!some of the youths came to fetch us!!!!haha.i was happy.haha(:guess there were many things i learned during this trip.though God didnt show me anythg significant,it was through the small acts through the people around me that changed me.also,the encouragement that i got for playing the guitar was.. great.yea.even though i know i cant play well,they were all really encouraging.thank guys!i believe we had many good memories.dan and his chai po with egg.think we ate that for 3 consecutive meals.haha.calvin and his marshmallow breakfast"this is one great party man" and "shen ai ni"teresa with her snoopy and mantousme and my lao da story.they super a lot of lao da photos.ben and his 3 SLdont know about the adults though.haha.guess i had a good time over there and i would want to go back there to finish up whatever ive left undone with the students.yea.anyway,math common test on thursgood luck to me.help!LOVESone million and one things to say to you
Sunday, June 08, 2008 10:28 PM
weiling and i(:
heyhey.SUNDAY!decided to blog cuz the GP project is really really irritating me to the max.RAHHHHHHSSSSSSalrights.shall talk about my weekends.saturday, had trouble waking up to meet germs and weiling cuz i slept really really late the night before.plus the fact that it was raining = stay in bed.but ended up,i was the earliest.blah blah.i went window shopping.haha.didnt see anythg i liked.didnt make it in time for cell cuz i was kinda dragged into talking at mos.but guess i wouldnt have much chance to do this often so yea.haha.went down for mission training after.revised all the songs.didnt play that well :/then we did packing.haha.ended at 1145.was super shagged after that.sunday!nth much happened.my foot still hurts.ugh.LOVESsuddenly feels empty.
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GP project is getting worse and irritating me more and more by the SECOND!!!
ohmygoodness.
i can totally strangle someone now.
argh.
and im feeling sad.
bahhs.
Friday, June 06, 2008 5:33 PM
heyhey!it's FRIDAY!ytd night was special enough(:just that i dropped my phone TWICE on the road.quite badly scratched but enough for me to rmb that day for a long time.haha.anyway,was an hr late for gp project meeting tdy.IT WAS A TOTAL WASTE OF TIME!we didnt get anythg done. haha.oh wells.someone stepped on my new shoes today.>:(anyway,i realised i got lots to prepare for mission trip.songs,guitar,cards for lessons.testimonial,food,and yea,please pray for me.it'll help me a lot.thanks(:LOVES
Thursday, June 05, 2008 12:39 AM
it's a wednesday night.time passes really fast.today's one of the days when i have loads of email to clear.hmm..let's see.went to sch for chinese at 9.woke up to a msg from natasha that she wouldnt be going despite the promise she made me the night before.i wasnt surprised at all.haha.was reluctant to go for chinese, but in the end, what seemed to be bad news turned out fine.went for lesson, then my name was on the board for not handing up past assignments.was told we had to stay back.i thought i would have to complete all the hw before i could leave.and that includes compo and a few other stuff.ugh.in my mind i was like..wah... so suay. shouldnt have came man.on top of that,there was a test which i didnt even know existed.hmm..but i didnt complain.thankfully,after lesson,lao shi just spoke to me and encouraged me to do my work.haha.i felt bad.maybe i'll hand them all up on friday.which she asked to.haha.went to church for the prayer thing.and i guess, it was a good time to let it out.im glad.thank God.really.just need to sort things out.7 more days to go!!LOVES
Monday, June 02, 2008 11:59 PM
hey world.it's a MONDAY!usually not the best day of the week for some,but it was fine for me.last night was HORRIBLE.TSKTSKTSKwoke up feeling worried and a little out of sorts.made in to sch on time and went for math lecture.it was kinda interesting to know the other formulas for trigo(:i understand!!!!haha.like finally.went to jp and yea...going anywhere in the west is always a challenge for me.dont like seeing JJ people everywhereblah blah.then went down to holland for dinner with SLOs.it was nice to see most of them there.just chilled and slacked.mr leow went one round and asked each of us questions.when it was my turn he said "amelia, has anybody gone up to you and asked whether you're having a bad day?"was kinda predicting his question but at the same time a little caught off guard cuz he was asking most people about whether they fancy anyone in sch etc.think to many of the SLOs, im usually sad/emo/angry.haha.maybe it was cuz when i first joined them,i was a little like that cuz of some stuff.but actually im not la.right?haha.my answer to him was a no.but i do share with ppl im comfortable with. yeah.haha.on a lighter note,NO MATH LECTURE TMR!instead of a 2 hr lecture today,it was only 1hr.and instead of another math lecture tmr,it is CANCELLED!whoopee!!!im going to eat xiao long baos!!(:thank God for everything.His plans are PERFECT.hopefully i would have the faith to hang in there longer when things get difficult again.yeaLOVESi feel sluggish.i need to exercise!
the wall that collasped.
the girls.
