hello there.

Sunday, August 31, 2008 3:59 PM

hey.
it's been a tiring week.
havent gotten much studying done.
have just been really tired.
dont really know what to say.
but yea.
maybe shall just talk about the weekends
friday's study plan failed.
ended up watching wall.e
it was pretty good.
haha.
didnt go for my last guitar lesson cuz i was too tired.
boo.
saturday..
had training in sch
it felt empty without the usual 4 guys.
ended up having to wear my really old badminton shoes.
ew.
threw them away alrdy.
haha.
had farewell for george and weijie during cell
had quite a few good laughs with the video that george made.
all those photos and captions.
haha.
i guess im really gnna miss george.
he helped me pass my math common test
i would say it's quite a big miracle cuz i didnt get much studying done cuz of mission trip
and yea.
he also helped me with my physics.
which is still quite hopeless la.
haha.
and yea.
he was the one who encouraged me to play for cell.
ah.
oh wells.
no one can replace george.
haha
definitely no one. haha.
had a good talk with annette after cell too.
haha.
we agreed on quite a few things.
ahhahaha.
yup.
so i guess tt was good.
then went for training at gombak.
was pretty boring initially .
spoke a bit to keming
hmm..
things are complicated.
finally got to see jtes after 10 million years.
haha.
germs are you reading this!!
someone didnt come!!
hahaha.
finally got some productive training done.
hurhur.
saturday night was.
happening?
i dont know.
haha.
it's sunday.
had botak jones for lunch with johnston and aaron.
it was pretty good time spent i would say.
haha.
they somehow think alike.
but very different from the way i think.
adds onto my confusion and the decisions i shld make.
it's hard.
it's gnna be the start of another new week.
i dont know what's going to happen.
just want my life back ):
but i thank God for my friends.
sorry for all the ranting.
LOVES

i am not skilled to understand
what God has willed
what God has planned
i only know at His right hand,
stand one who is my Savior
-my savior, my God by aaron shust

Wednesday, August 27, 2008 3:49 PM

hello.
it's midweek!
it's been a cold day.
raining here and there.
but sch has been fine.
had inter-house touch rugby competition on monday.
and we won first!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how cool is that?
we beat the other teams that had more touch rugby girls.
hahaha.
it was my first time playing and it's really quite fun!
i scored a try for our team!
haha.
but now ive got a bruise, an abrasion on my knee and my muscles are aching like never before.
guess it's really different from badminton.
use different group of muscles.
and there's like no contact with ur opponent.
guess badminton's safer.
haha.
but i wnna play touch rugby again!
oh wells.
ive got a really long day tmr.
lessons till 2,
GP test 2-3,
econs make up from 4-530
training at 5.
ugh.
and im baking brownies for teachers' day at night.
fingers crossed.
im really scared it'll fail.
hahaha.
alrights.
it's the end of the week and promos are drawing nearer.
time to work on my WR.
ugh.
so dreadful.
LOVES

Sunday, August 24, 2008 5:53 PM

hey world.
it's been a hectic week.
everyone's studying and trying to show tt they're studying.
haha.
oh wells.
im still trying.
haha.
my mind's so blocked that i dont know what to type anymore.
guess this week's been a struggle for me.
just feel kinda pressed doing things i dont really wnna do.
i know it's good for me and i feel a sense of satisfaction if im able to do that task.
but i just dont feel that joy in me.
being someone that im not.
but i guess i dont have much of a choice.
i made that decision,
so i have to stick to it.
cant see the big picture,
but pray that God'll show me the way.
ah.
i dont know what to say already.
i want my life back.
thanks.

every tear ive cried,
You hold in Your hand,
You never left my side,
and though my heart is torn,
i will praise You in the storm.

hang in there amelia.

dear germs and joyce,
i miss you two.
hang in there too.
study hard for promos!

Tuesday, August 19, 2008 11:11 PM

2 crazy girls. hahha. super cute.

the guys

ahhhha!
the power of the burst function tt allows us to take 4 photos at a go!
tt's what ive been up to during my free time and my temporary phone.
it's a cybershot!
miss my old cybershot so much.
my phone has failed me and gone for servicing.
i get less msges now and it's pretty troublesome to access SIM card contacts.
ive also lost some contacts.
anyway,
trying to study hard now and focusing on what's important.
yup.
ive been reading up yea. watched the national day rally too!
it's pretty interesting.
haha.
dont laugh.
on a random note,
olympics is real exciting to watch.
my weekend was a weekend of change.
i was a total wreck on sunday but yea. it's okay.
i love my cellgroup.
only entitled people are allowed to ask me for updates on this.
haha.
tt sounded pretty stupid.
but whatever.
im planning to get back into shape.
it's working pretty well.
hahaha.
it's midweek and weekends are comin soon!
and today marks the one month countdown to an important day!
WHEEE!
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Saturday, August 16, 2008 1:09 AM

IM AM BACK
hmm..
this has been a fine week
studying more..
talking less..
literally.
realised there is no point in saying too many things cuz ther is just NOT POINT in being heard sometimes.
yea.
did a fair bit of reading times and reader's digest this week too.
had 2 of each!
and i started doing my eph study again!
i started running again!
and my hair hasnt been giving me tt much probs recently.
hahahaha
got an A for my GP compre common test which is really a yay!
and not too bad for essay.
GP is lky my best subject so far.
lol.
and i can do bar chord successfully now,
all thanks to the new guitar lessons at aldersgate.
hah!
actually a lot of exciting things happened this week.
and ive been coping well.
really couldnt have asked for more.
really really thank GOD!
(:
olympics have been really exciting too.
popped into the GENERAL OFFICE to watch spore vs korea semis match sitting on the floor with a whole bunch of other ppl today
yes general office.
lol!
the 3 Ps were there and it was really quite funny
heartwarming too.
since when have you ever seen such a sight?
haha.
in the end,
s'pore won the team event against korea 3-2
and they're into the finals!!!
woohoo!
sacrificed taking bus down for my guitar cuz i finished watching the match at home and ended up cabbing down.
rare moment for amelia!
haha.
summore peak hr.
grrr..
but i think it was worth it(:
guitar lesson today was fine.
power tripped at least 8-9 times.
whole church was out of power.
and the room was PITCH DARK.
kevin challenged us to do chromatics in the dark.
he's a really really really good guitar player.
alrights.
gnna take a break tmr.
whee.
weekends are here!
watching men's badminton now.
china vs china
-.-
boring.
oh one more thng.
to my two loves,
germs and joyce,
thanks for standing by me this week.
couldnt have made it without you too.
you guys hang in there too alrights.
we're all gnna make it through.
i love you two a lot a lot a lot!!
take care!!
:D
LOVES

i made my OWN decision.
no one to tell me what to do.

Sunday, August 10, 2008 4:01 PM

im not happy
when can i please all of you and get it right?
shall i do what you all want?
maybe.
cant even post about my national day spent ytd
lest people start questioning me about it

people are just hard to please.
dont you think so?

been a long time since i feel this heaviness in my heart.

Friday, August 08, 2008 3:20 PM

SLOs! miss every single one of em!
SLO gathering at holland!

at the budget terminal before entering the plane!

everyone looks happy here(:

day of R&R! careful dan!!

yay!
i dont really know what to post but im planning to slack the day away.
last min decision to watch mummy in the afternoon.
it wasnt too bad.
my first mummy movie and...
yea.
hahaha(:
ripping CDs now.
5 of em.
feels good!
i like having new songs in my ipod.
they're like little surprises when on shuffle mode.
i love surprises!
had national day celebrations in sch today.
er.
all i can say is that.
the national day celebrations that i had in st. margs were 10 times better
no wonder less than half the class came.
hahaha.
miss mass song singing sessions tt we had in sec sch when we just went crazy.
ahhhh):
haha. whatever.
i enjoyed myself today nevertheless.
have a great weekend everyone!
im havin xiao long baos tmr and im gnna catch money no enough 2 with my family and cousins!!
wheee!!!!!!
oh.
and im gnna try and catch all the badminton matches for Olympics.
wheeeeee!!
im feeling happy today.
i wonder why:DD
LOVES