hi everyone. im ready to blog again. so many things happened last week. cant even recall some stuff. ive been rather down and out lately tho i dont really show it in sch. well, mayb only during trainings like today. it's HORRIBLE with a captial H. anyway,my grandmother passed away on wednesday morning last week. it was very very sudden. everything that was related to her just suddenly came to an end. still went to sch on wednesday morning and it had yet to sink in then. but then i went for the wake at night, it just totally struck me. she's gone. im regretful, thankful and helpless all at the same time. the feeling is horrible. no one expected her to leave and now she's gone, we're all at a loss. tragic. just tragic. i miss her so much. and to add on, i really need to step into church soon. for not so obvious reasons. think one of the many things i learnt over the week was to look after kids and playing with them. cuz yea. i got the chance to talk to and take care of my many young cousins. haha. yea. and i didnt have time to study for all my 4 tests plus SPA this week cuz of the wake. not that im complaining or anything. but nevermind. just not in the mood for anything now. on a lighter note, i got a B for my chinese. pretty contented. just that my oral grade is just a merit. haha. but yes.im thankful because i did not study for it and now i dont have to take anymore chinese papers forever and ever! i hope. hahaha. chem SPA today. i broke so many apparatus, im so embarrassed about it. it's like the whole basket of apparatus fell to the ground and i practically broke everything that was glass in there. luckily i havent placed everything in there. i was very upset about it. tsk tsk. and who in the world breaks a 600ml beaker? rahhs. oh wells. have got to complete my e-learning hw which is more than what we usually have on a normal school day. somewhat ironic. alrights. my stomach is calling LOVES
