hey.
if there was a phrase to describe my friday, it would have to be "my worst and best day" ever.
yea.
it was.
at the end of the day, my day was so good that i could even remember how bad my day had started.
and that's the power of God.
my day started with me having hardly ANY sleep the day before.
woke up very unwilling to go to sch but dragged myself there anyway,
then i started worrying about chem and econs test as always.
the feeling sucked.
plus during econs lesson * was nagging and nagging about econs and i felt worse by the min.
econs wasnt and still isnt my thing as of now.
into the day, things got worse and people started to irritate me with their actions and words.
didnt go for the econs test and headed home, feeling really empty but burdened at the same time.
stonned and lay in bed doing the most brainless thing, to watch pb on my phone.
then got ready and cabbed down to clementi to meet the rest of them to go down to indoor stadium for FOP
was still very bitter and i was feeling really unwell.
like hungry+tired+worried+i didnt know what to expect at FOP and was even a little reluctant to go.
yet i knew at the back of my mind that if i didnt go, i would be stoning at home and my thoughts would get the better of me.
eventually, we were in the indoor stadium and i was feeling flushed.
dont know why. but yea. real uncomforatable feeling
then when it came to worship, there was almost this little war with God.
wanted to let go of those burdens of worry etc yet was sort of unwilling to admit and face up to them.
it was a big struggle and i couldnt worship in peace.
i thought. mayb this isnt the time for God to intervene and i have to do sumtg by myself.
then came the message.
*bam* okay not so qua but to that extent. haha.
it was about worry.
and throughout the whole sermon.
mark conner
hit
every
nail
on
the
head
with
everything
that
he
spoke
about
it was right before my eyes what my problem was and it couldnt get any clearer from God.
worry is uncalled for.
we should stop worrying about the things we can do to change,
and about the things that we have no control over.
which in the,
is NOTHING.
hahahaha.
yea
so i pray and before i knew it,
my shoulders felt so much lighter
and it was almost a clean and free from worry feeling,
something i had not been feeling in the past 2 weeks.
and the 2nd half of the worship was just overwhelming.
from tears of sorrow and pain to tears of joy.
and that's how i sum up my worst and best day.
haha
yea. just thought i would share this with you guys.
but yea. God REALLY makes use of all the good and bad things in our lives for the benefit of us.
we really need the patience and the willingness to let God come in to take control.
yup. i slept really well last night(:
and chomp chomp last night tho late and we were all tired,was pretty good.
yup. and last of all,
do not worry(:
LOVES
therefore, do not worry about tomorrow,
for tomorrow will worry about itself,
each day has enought trouble of its own
mat 6:34
read 6:25-34!
and go for FOP(:
from 31july-2aug
indoor stadium
730pm
admission is FREEEEE
