many thoughts are running through my mind and im wondering what am i doing on this earth again, taking the A levels, going through all these days of my life. but then i realise. earth is really just a temporary home. no point worrying about things because they are nothing compared to God. and all the other things what we chase after is useless if we dont have God in our lives. there is no purpose. was just reflecting on the 2papers that i got back. honestly, they suck like big time. and i started to think of reasons why i did badly. and worry started to creep in. but i guess it's about time i really get my act together. should not be so easily swayed by the opinions of others and be able to decided what i want for myself and for my future. at the same time, i should not look towards the worldly thinking of things the A levels is just another phase of my life and i will get through it confident that i have tried my best and God will do the rest and definitely give me what i deserve. time to go back to doing QT regularly and being obedient towards God. it's 63 more days and God WILL be my focus. yup. okay. enough of serious stuff. went to have dinner with church peeps for joe's farewell into the Naval Diving Unit (NDU) for the NS, or rather, as steven said, No Darling Unit. hehe. very full. went to KAP to play some games. pitty there wasnt taboo. haha. but i guess everyone was pretty tired. alrights. time to go finish up my chem. it's 1248am im tired too. dont know what tomorrow holds. but there better be some studying in it. i need u God. please help me LOVES
