im not ashamed to say today was very trying for me. was surrounded by ppl in sch but i felt alone. not trying to gain sympathy votes whatsoever, but it's all a lil too much for me to handle these few days. im slowly recovering from my sickness. gnna do dental stuff next week. it'll all work out soon and 2 mths frm now, when i look back, i want to be assurred that i tried my best to fight my way out of his mad jungle and finish the race victorious. i will press on if it kills me because there are more people who are worse off than me and i should be contented. think this season of i-dont-know-what is trying my faith in and obedience to God. if truly love Him, i will make the right decisions although it may not seem so to other people. i am alien on earth. bye earthlings! (: