what a weird day. feeling bloated. the weekends are ending already im so tired. nothing makes sense to me now but to study and not get distracted by other things. sigh. anyway, just a thought. nowadays, u cant trust anyone anymore can you? and sometimes i just hate myself for being indecisive and contemplative about things. and thinking/worrying for things i shouldnt worry about. but it is really my fault? can it really be controlled? shrugs. really dont know. haha. oh wells. LOVES
