last night, i had planned to sleep early so as to wake up earlier. went to bed at 12. woke up at 2am couldnt go back to sleep. and now, at 530am, im wide awake. tossed in bed for 3.5 great hours. i dont know what's wrong with me how to be in the right time frame for the exams next week? this week, i feel that ive become more positive. talking to a couple of ppl to spur them on for the exams when they feel that it's too late and there's insufficient time. but well,haha. guess it's my turn to feel low now. work hasnt been too productive these couple of days. been studying at home but either there's nothing much left to study or too much until i dont wnna bother anymore.. i honestly dont know i was telling serene that no matter what my results are, i will be contented because i did improve. and i shall stick to that. doing well doesnt guarantee success in life right? what's more important is being rooted in christ so that no matter what happens, u feel that it's a success cuz u have God! yea. come to think of it, time is really significant in our lives. it can kill or it can bring joy. anyway, during the 3.5hrs staying awake just now, i thought of many many things. one of which is badminton! haha. i really miss it a lot! although i may complain that im still lousy at it and stuff, which i still am, i think badminton has been very close to me for many years. it has taught me to keep pressing on. and that i can actually be fit.. fitter. yea. haha. and yea. was reminded of the finals this year. when both our guys and girls team were in the finals against RJC.. and we both lost. honestly, not trying to brag or whatever, we had a very very big chance of winning. we cld have broken their stupid record of winning for xx number of years. i dont even know! yea. and when we lost, we were all super damn sad. ahyia. really a waste. mr seah is still waiting for our team to be champion after missing 2 great opportunities. last year and this year. oh wells. shall start playing badminton agn after As. haha. anyway, i deleted twitteriffic and the facebook app on my phone just now plus the airline USA game which im damn addicted to for the past few days. these 3 apps on my phone have been distracting me very badly. i mean for laptop, once i keep it, im fine. but my phone is constantly by my side so yea. cannot. i had to delete them. yea. oh wells. this is a long post. im gnna read through my GP stuff and prolly do physics. hopefully i'll be sleepy enough to go back to bed and not wake up in the middle of the afternoon. LOVES
"i cant fight this feeling anymore, ive forgotten what ive started fighting for" haha. this song just played on radio. for A level peeps who are reading, which i dont think is a lot.. haha. press on! less than 4 weeks!
i had to come back to edit this post. the song aaron sang for me is playing on the radio. how AMAZING! haha. the song is "amazed" la. lyrics are cheesy peasy. but haha. u dont have :p
