hi. as promised, was gnna talk about the balloons. it's very late nao considering i have to wake up early tmr. but im still gnna post. cuz i dont wnna forget about it. well, for intercession, its basically a time of prayer that we have tgt. and ppl are rostered to do it. when the roster was placed for us to fill, all the intercession slots were filled except one which was the first session. before that, i was suggesting to julia that we shld use the balloon thing we did for prayer back during identity christis. she said. yea. we shld. let's go fill our names in one of slots. haha. lo and behold. our names were alrdy filled in there before we cld go and write. dont ask how. it just happened. haha. so we bought a small bunch of balloons for each group and paper for them to write their prayers on and then tie it to the balloons. at the end of everythg, release the balloons. they did enjoy themselves. like cld tell that there were happy? yea. haha. like for once, they cld step outside and actually DO something. haha. great great. very encouraged by that. anyway, today was another round of learning. God is just so amazing. today He kept putting song after song in my head. as tho He was singing or asking me to sing. really funny tho. we were given time to pray and seek God. all i heard were songs and i ended up falling asleep. then during another prayer segment, God gave me a verse about a deer wanting water and then at that moment, (cuz they were leading 'free' worship) they sang the song "as the deer pants for the water so my souls longs after you.." yea that song. haha. then along the way, back home, i went to listen to paul baloche's new album. and when i went swimming, i ask God to speak to me once again. and more songs appeared. those sang during worship and frm the album. it all sang of God's goodness and greatness. really amazing. just very happy that i have the privilege of hearing God and communicating with Him. it's so precious. if u treasure the times u can spend time and talk to ur friends/family, speaking with God is even better. but at times we tend to just keep ranting to God. thanks for this please give me that. but dont forget we need to hear God as well. talking to God is not supposed to monologue. so yea. do take time to spend time with Him to just sit as His feet and hear what he has to say to you. because... "how precious to me are your thoughts, O God! how vast is the sum of them! if i were to count them, they are MORE THAN THE SAND. i awake, and i am still with you" psalm 139:17&18 can u imagine the amount of thoughts of you that fills God's mind is as many as the sand? so yea. it's a lot. thus we were encouraged to pray and as God to tell us what he thinks of us and what he has to tell us. it's been great. today, i let go of something bigger than what i did yesterday. i do need to act upon these things. but above all, after the 3 days with YWAM, i feel liberated frm those burdens and hooks in my life. yup. really thank God for aaron for speaking to me just now, and always testing me. not that he is nice with his words, but instead, making sure that i know what i did today was in the right frame of mind. it's harsh sometimes but God knows i need it. because if anyone else were to say those things to me, i wouldnt be able to handle it. haha. yea. im weak. oh wells. another eventful day. it's draining on my emotions. but it's to clear out the trash thank you God. looking forward to hear more things frm you another song just popped into my head. hahaha. LOVES
