hihi just feeling very drained. havent had enough sleep for the past 2 days and the feeding and all the thinking during trackers is making me a little drained. haha. in a good way i guess i rather this than feel empty and not have any growth. it's good to keep ur mind thinking and going today for me was different frm the rest of the days. there was a lot more thinking involved. that delved (is this the right word to use?) into very detailed things in my life and hearing the very specific things frm God. it's not easy sometimes to hear God. u have to be very still and to put everythg aside. anyway, today i saw the brokeness in a lot of the trackers for the first time in many days it was very heart wrenching. yea. very. i struggled for the Lord to speak to me and give me the answers that i was desperate for. at the time when we literally sat infront of the cross to seek Him, all i got was almost nothing. i was very confused and like ??? huh ??? but in the end, at the end of the day. im thankful for God sending the one who knows me the best to tell me something that i was unaware of to provide some sort of insight to what i was searching for. God speaks in many different ways. through people, through prayer, through shows, through songs, through dance and the list goes on. God is very creative. He is not a boring person who only speaks to us through the word. yesterday we learned about some astronomy things and u wouldnt believe me if i told u how huge the universe is. it's massive. one light year is 1 trillion years. 100 billion years. the width of the universe with hundreds and thousands of galaxies in it is about 93 billion LIGHT YEARS. meaning it will take.. u do the math. 93 billion light years to travel frm one end to the other end of the universe. and that,is the palm of God's hand. yet,God says that "i have engraved your name in the palm of my hand" we learned about so many other amazing things that is outside the earth that we do not even need but yet God created them so we may enjoy it. u know the orion's belt and the other few well known constellations in the sky, it's mentioned in the bible in job. and one example of something really amazing about God's work is that there is this constellation called Bear. which is a group of stars constantly moving together in a certain direction. this fact was only discovered in the recent years as one of the team of YWAMers shared with us today when she did some researching. and in job 38:32 it says "can u guide the Bear with it's children" which is to guide the stars that is moving. did u realise the wonder of this? when job wrote this, he did not know about the orion's belt or the Bear. but today, we learn about it. which really proves to us that God is real and is the same, today and forever. if u find me too preachy there, haha. oops. cant help it. i need to proclaim the goodness of God :p anyway, there are more examples that i cld give u. but im just very tired now. i have to go do journaling. haha. tmr will be another day of learning and feeding. come God! speak to me! im gnna wear my mario ring tmr! muahahahha. sigh. having a flu nao. went to eat prosperity burger with aaron instead of going swimming (but it was raining!) gnna look prosperous soon. shall bring swimming gear tmr agn. anyway, on a gluttony note. the YWAMers bought us bread for breakfast today. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO nice i tell u! super slurps!!!!! yummez!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like small buns with different fillings. the bread were soft like pillows and was still warm pleaze! hahahahhaha. happiness! and the intercession that juice and i led was successful!! some trackers told us that they enjoyed themselves(: shall explain more tmr. (: now im looking forward to leading my 10mins worship next mth yay. dont have to wake up so early tmr. but still early. LOVES
