just wanted to post a thanksgiving before i finish up and head to bed. this weekend, i was contemplating whether to agree to play for trackers worship tmr. firstly, the last time i played was during youth camp. which was a mth ago. also, i didnt wnna embarrass myself infront of everyone should i make a huge mistake or like forget to capo or remove the capo whatsoever. and i didnt wnna cut my nails. ok. that's a stupid excuse. yea. and there was alrdy a keyboardist assigned for the day. but i was asked to play. but anyway, im playing tmr. went to practice just now i prayed earnestly for God to lead me. and im very proud and thankful to say that practice was good. i want the worship to be a good one. not for myself. but really, so that the trackers can worship God with their heart, mind, soul and body. this weekend, i had very good times of worship. honestly one of the best ive had in church. and it's nt bc the music was super great. wait. dont be sad worship team! haha. not that it was lousy. haha. but i felt i was able to worship God freeeeeeellllyyyyy! guess that's the advantage of standing in front? so yea. i just wnna give thanks for the good prac i had with myself jus naooo. gnna do QT and pack my bag for tmr. not sch bag tho. :p LOVES