hi i know i havent blogged in forever. i just felt more tired as everyday passed. never thought trackers would be this tiring. hmm.. think today was the last straw for me i woke up feeling like i havent slept one bit. plus i slightly overslept. really frustrated and asked God if i shld go in the end, i didnt go and went back to sleep. woke up feel horrible. headed down to PLMC for the aftn session. honestly, i had to hold back the tears while i was there cuz i just felt very pressed. anyway, just tolerated and then ended for the week. phew. headed for bible study when God helped me with my worship leading on monday at trackers. when we had a short time of worship, 2 songs came to my mind and when we were praying, the song 'run to you' came to me. then in the car, as i was sharing with aaron about how God was speaking to me earlier on, he mentioned that i should use 'run to you' for worship on monday since the i wanted to talk about our weariness. it was like :OO totally cool. confirmation frm God. yup. anyway, shall talk about another good thing this week. we had to do street evangalism. meaning, go out to the streets to share God's word. i was exhausted that afternoon. and i did not make an appt with any of my friends. so flo and i decided to go to jr library to approach some strangers we were both tired. the weather was crazy hot. but as we were on our way there, we agreed that our target for the way would be a pair of girls who were students. then i told her. we shld approach commonwealth girls or nan hua girls since the school are near the lib. so as we headed in, we went to the youth floor. there were quite a number of girls frm commonwealth.. but somehow they were all malay so it wouldnt be appropriate to share with them. we then sat down to pray that God wld be specific. i really thank God for flo because she helped us to be disciplined. yup. anyway, so not much luck there we decided to head to cafe Galilee haha. so apt. there, there were 2 pairs of chinese girls frm commonwealth. we decided on a pair, sat somewhere near them and prayed again. to be honest, i was quite nervous as it was my first time. but it was now or never and if we didnt approach them, we wldnt b able to answer to our mentors!!! :O haha. so yea. approached them. asked them some qns about religion etc. we told them we were doing a project. hehe. yea. then we asked if they were alright with us sharing some things about Christianity. they agreed! our very first try and God was so gracious. we didnt have to face any rejection. praise God. yup. as i shared with one girl, i could tell she was quite eager to know more about God. tho she did not receive God, she did say that it was possible for her to one day know God. we chatted a bit more and left. they even thanked us for sharing. this has helped me to put myself in the shoes of a non-believer and to work my way around in answering their questions about God. as we left, i was very glad and thankful for the positive street evangelism experience. yet, felt with a sense of brokenness because there are so many ppl out there who do not know anything about Christianity except that we go to church and we are holy. it's really a pity. hmm.. ahyia. another long naggy post from me. thanks for reading. fund raising for trackers this sunday + doing prayer. [edit] MUAHAHAHAHHAHA. i forgot to add julia and i passed out BTT! muahahahahaha. happiness! although it's a small thing and there's still FTT, i was quite happy. was pretty nervous before the test as the last time i sat for a test/exam was quite long ago. haha. and there were many adults. the feeling was quite weird.haaha anyway, FTT next! VROOM VROOM! LOVES
