i dont know why im awake at 140am tho i know i have to wake up early tmr. and im feeling tired. but let me just rant awhile and enjoy the internet. im finally back from cambodia. it was quite a good trip. at some point, it felt really like a cycle when everyday, we wake up at 7ish, have breakfast, devotion, and then do our duties like washing clothes for the team by the pump, cleaning classrooms, washing toilets etc. but i have learnt some things which i will share soon. we stayed in a village just felt peaceful there, so far away frm the busyness in singapore. i think i like it there. where the children are innocent. i do not really like children. but i think 2 or 3 stood out and captured my heart. one was a down syndrome boy which i realized was a girl after a week. no one wanted to play with him/her. another was a boy with huge eyes and would never fail to smile back at me when i smiled at him. super cute ttm. another was a real mischievous boy aka the stripper. hahaha. share more another day. the weather there was a killer. drains ur energy esp in the aftn my whole team got hooked onto monopoly deal my brand new cards are super chui nao. we saw a newborn calf on the second last day. we watched it try to stand. it was like those animal documentaries coming alive. bug parties every night. washing hair for the kids by the water pump the kids have almost no toys at all. they play with like wrappers? behind the sch was leftover materials frm unfinished work like bricks, sand and stones. that was their playground. didnt manage to capture those images but they will just stay in my head. anyway, i hope to spend the next couple of days reflecting. but there are quite a few things in my head right now. pray that God will be more real to me this week. feeling kinda afraid somewhat. but, i know i have to move on. back to trackers tmr. have to get back to singapore life so quickly. just a little more than an hr fllight and go frm a place to another that's drastically different. i know im fortunate. one thing that keeps me reminded of my trip is my slipper tanline. haha. dont know why im so emo now. off to bed. LOVES
