packing my room/house now. taking a quick break got back A level results yesterday. im glad i wasnt like panicking before collecting and stuff. was kinda calm. had a sense of peace when i woke up yesterday morning so anyway, ms q said "well done" before handing me my result slip. i didnt get any A. in what way is it well done?? dont know. i got Bs and Cs. initially, i was quite disappointed. like for my GP and math. expected A? anyway, after talking and reflecting upon my results, i realized that these were the exact grades that God wanted me to have, im not trying to delude myself and console myself. but seriously, if i had any better grades, i wldnt know what to choose if i did SLIGHTLY better, it wouldnt allow me choose the best case scenerio course i wanted also. and looking back, my econs has also been like crap. and i got a C. which it satisfactory. as for chem, i guess i lagged behind a bit for j1. so yea. and for physics i didnt really study for that. so C is good enough for me. so all in all, God gave me what i deserved. im glad i have sort of decided what course i want to do and after that how to value add on my education. im excited. looking forward to this new phase in my life. God is so specific. he grades He gave me is just nice to put me into like 1 or 2 courses which i feel im interested in. i dont have to think so much. im quite an indecisive person at times anyway. im contented. im happy. my grades are not the end. after a year or even a few mths, no one cares about ur A level grades. like who even asks u about ur O level score now? so yea. im just glad the whole A level thing is over. God will place me in where He wants me to go. yup splurged on bakerzin yesterday. anyway, church intership starts monday. hope it'll be fun and not so tiring. LOVES
