just got back from a run with sharron.
it wasnt too bad. thank God
these days have been crap. sort of.
out of these 3 days, 2 days of those days had seriously sucky times.
those what-is-God-trying-to-do-to-me days ):
depressing, sad, etc
SIGH.
BUTTTTT. im thankful that at those desperate times, i know i have no choice to turn to God.
and that is when He speaks to me and delievers me.
hmm.. i guess this is good and i have to be thankful. ive come to learn that i have nothing. like seriously. being in this course, i know i have no 'gift' in engineering or passion or whatever. i have no choice. the only choice i get is to follow.
it's tough because every single day i have to remind myself why am i studying. hope the 'passion' will come one day. if not, just gotta keep going.
no success is without failure.
ok
i am hungry.
abrupt ending.