feel weird. but hope that would be settled another day.

worried about my group and stuff. but also excited that the youths wld be able to do so much more next year.

after i got back home, napped and headed out to meet germs, sheryl and wendalyn at holland.

had everything with fries and drinks at wala wala.

the waiter had tatoos all over his arms. so we thought he was gnna be real scary.

turns out he spoke really softly and gently.

haha.

and AFTER we had ordered our alcoholic drinks and were already 1/3 into having them,

he came over to ask us if we were 18. like hello?

a bit late. haha. but alright.

had a jagerbomb. me likes! love redbull.

listened to germaine's love stories and then headed home. HAHA.

it's christmas eve tomorrow.

and honestly, it doesnt feel at all to me.

i dont have the mood to 'celebrate' christmas somehow.

my mind is still somewhere, nowhere.

everything has just been a mad rush and im just moving with the crowd right now.

so i hope everything wld b able to settle down before the year ends.

just brain dead again.

goodbye.